Exercise the Will

Everyday I have choices: how long to linger in bed, what to wear, how much coffee to drink, even whether to have a good attitude. As I consider my “to do” list, I can either allow it to overwhelm me, or I can exercise my will and just get going.

“But we urge you, brothers, to do this more and more, and to aspire to live quietly, and to mind your own affairs, and to work with your hands, as we instructed you, so that you may walk properly before outsiders and be dependent on no one.” – Paul. 1 Thessalonians 4:10-12

Do the next thing – is a motto I live by. Instead of making long lists or strategizing how to do something… I just do it, while asking God to help. I tend to fly seat of my pants, but I’m more flexible this way, if not a tad hap-hazard. He always gives me enough strength and energy to see it through. Like the blessing in Deuteronomy,

“Your bars shall be iron and bronze, and as your days, so shall your strength be. There is none like God, O Israel, who rides through the heavens to your help, through the skies in His majesty.”- Jacob. Deuteronomy 33:26

I can (at the very least) choose an attitude: to obey God, be willing to serve, and live at peace with all men. I can set my will for joy and hopefulness …or sullenness and defeat. I can choose to look at what God has already done …or the prayers that have yet to be answered.

These are my daily exercises. And God encourages me with 100’s of His own I will verses throughout the Bible. He promised over and over, “I will,” and then He did it.❤️ These challenge me to flex my own will-muscles and make good choices.

I will walk by faith. I will remember God’s valiant deeds. I will trust Him today. Yes, I will.

ForGlorySake! –Anna

 

Posted in Devotional, Practical Life, Spiritual Growth | Tagged , , , , , | Comments Off on Exercise the Will

Feed the Soul

Soul food is usually high calorie, high carb, full fat and sweet! Hits all the no-no’s on any diet list, but it tastes good and makes me feel so wonderful at the moment. Now I’m hungry…

Sometimes my soul is depleted and hungry in a different way. I need rich food that only comes from one True Source. A romantic movie, a toe-tapping song or a good art project just won’t suffice. I need God’s WORD!

When I feel that ache inside, sorta undefined and distracted, an almost dry, empty, uninspired absence. That’s when reading Words of God really fills me up. I plug into a New Testament letter or rather book of the Bible– and feast.

Listening is great too because I can cover more ground while I get other things done.  It gives me a different prospective. To cover a whole book is like receiving a letter written just to me. Personal, tailor-made. I get the entire message start to finish.

Imagining the time period it was written, shows me how similar people are today. I try to think of the audience that heard these words for the 1st time. Sometimes I try to listen through a loved-one’s ears, wondering what would stand out to them, what might make them cringe. Then I pray for them.

God’s Word is so alive, so fresh, so today! When I feel dull anywhere – soul food is all I need.

ForGlorySake! Anna

“Speak, LORD, for Your servant is listening!” 1 Samuel 3:10

Posted in Devotional, Spiritual Growth | Tagged , , , , | Comments Off on Feed the Soul

Counting the cost

Who builds a house without preparing financially? Who goes to battle without planning ahead?These parables (Matthew 14:27-33) by Jesus explained how following Him was going to cost us. Really? How hard will this be? Will it take everything? All I have… even my life? Apparently so. And now having been at it 40 years, it’s definitely taken ALL I am.

Had I known that at 11 years old, it might’ve terrified me. Perhaps it was mentioned by someone, but I wasn’t listening. Would I have raised my hand and come forward anyway? You betcha! They told me I could actually speak directly to God anytime, anywhere.

Communication has been my thing since childhood, so to find out the Creator of the Universe wanted to listen to me was too awesome. It took longer to understand sin and the total identity swap…

ALL of me – for ALL of Him.

That comprehension has been slow, and far bigger than I thought! The older I grow, the longer we walk together, I understand a little more what He did and I love Him more for it. More than life itself, more than any possession I have. Yes, it has cost me everything. But the trade was abundant life here and eternal life after! He will never leave me or forsake me. And the treasures he offers are untold!

Oh my Great Big Awesome God, YES, You will always be worth the cost!

ForGlorySake! –Anna

God signing His Art ❤️

Posted in Devotional, Practical Life, Spiritual Growth | Tagged , , , , | Comments Off on Counting the cost

And the gift goes on

In 2009 one of the big kids that played in our front yard, began to live in our house. Our children were: 7, 9, 11, 13, and 15 at the time. This special young man moved almost seamlessly into our lives and hearts. He brought amazing strengths and determinations.

Instant big brother!

“I want that child,” I had told God, While I stood looking out the window. And He let us have him! For 5 precious years, before he bought his 1st house. Then soon after, married his beautiful wife… and now, a baby girl. ❤️

Sweetness is being a Grandma.

Ah, the joy of seeing God fulfill our hopes and dreams… years of prayers! Far beyond what could possibly have been asked for. He is so very good -to the last drop. In places I can see Him moving …and places I can not. I will forever trust He has a plan.

I remember times of feeling completely inadequate, utterly unhelpful, without a clue what to do or how to pray. Yet, He was there, ahead of my pitiful game. Prepared for my lack of skill, already weaving and working all things together for good and of course… for His Glory!

Because that’s just how He rolls. With gifts that keep on giving.

“Bless Yahweh, O my soul, and all within me, bless His Holy Name. Bless Yahweh, O my soul, and do not forget all His benefits: Who forgives all your iniquity, Who heals all your diseases, Who redeems your life from the pit, Who crowns you with loyal love and mercies, Who satisfies your life with good so that your youth is renewed like the eagle’s.” Psalm 103:1–5

ForGorySake! -Anna

precious pie

Posted in Children, Devotional | Tagged , , , , | Comments Off on And the gift goes on

When the “what if” happens

What if my loved one gets a terminal illness? What if I’m injured at a critical moment? What if my child becomes an addict… or goes to jail? Utterly fails? What if my child tells they are gay or not the gender I believe? What if there’s a car accident, a fire, a huge financial loss… ?

It’s an everyday battle that rages around us – the “what if’s” of life. Some are ridiculous, some terrifyingly possible. Some actually happen! What’s a mom to do??? I can either hide in my closet and shake (been there-done that), or I can take up my SHEILD of Faith and Trust God.

Personally I can not function in daily life with the constant strain “what if’s” – I need a break. I need peace of mind. I need rest. The only place I’ve found that break is in prayer… after I’ve cried and complained and after I’ve worried a bit. There’s a calm that comes, usually with a Psalm reading.

The worst has happened to me and God stayed in control. It all seemed chaotic and hopeless and confusing… but there was that moment He gave me peace in my heart to just Trust Him. And as I did (trust), more came. I think He likes to prove Himself, at least that’s how it seems to me.

“Come to Me all you who are weary and heavy with burdens and I WILL give you rest.” Matthew 11:28

The “what if’s” are not going away any time soon, it’s how you handle them that matters.

ForGlorySake! -Anna

Posted in Addiction & Recovery, Children, Devotional, Illness, Trust | Tagged , , , , | Comments Off on When the “what if” happens

Armored Up!

When I became a Christian, my mom taught me about God’s Armor (Ephesians 6:20-19). She told me to put in on in-prayer EVERY day, and so I have… and I cover all those I love as well 🙂

HELMET of Salvation (Greek: “of Deliverance“) -May we know Who’s we are and where our Deliverance comes from! Give us the mind of Christ.

BREASTPLATE of Righteousness– We are righteous because of the blood of Jesus! Even when we are unfaithful, He remains Faithful and True… it’s not dependent on any works. Help us see.

SHEILD of faith – (Greek: “of Trust”) I love this: all we have to do to deflect those fiery darts of the enemy, is TRUST! God will take care of it- He knows your name; has counted every hair. Help us Trust.

SWORD of the Word – (Greek: “given by the Word”) The Word = The Bible to be exact. We’ve got to read it and know it, to be able to use it. And WOW, is it full of promises and directions! May we read.

SHOES of the Preparation of the Gospel of Peace – a tad confusing to me until I saw the Complete Jewish Bible translation: “readiness that comes from the Good News.” – You hear about Jesus and just can’t wait to run off and share! (John 4:28) Make is ready to share.

Always available, always usable, always fits 😉 This is Good stuff- this is Good News. Cover us in Your Armor, LORD.

ForGlorySake! –Anna

Posted in Children, Marriage, Practical Life | Tagged , , , | Comments Off on Armored Up!

When I Pray

When I pray,

I have the ear of my Father. He’s never distracted or too busy. He isn’t looking at his phone or computer (or whatever they have in heaven…) He isn’t thinking of the gazillion other things He needs to be doing. He’s all in: listening, understanding, already knowing.

How is that even possible? And yet He waits – for me to speak. He loves that I come. He’s ready, waiting with rest for the weary. Jesus said:

Come to Me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke on you and learn from Me, because I Am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For My yoke is easy to bear, and My load is not hard to carry.” Matthew 11:28-30

Time spent praying, is time well spent. Agreeing with God in the Spirit, about things I may never fully realize is the highest calling. Prayer motivates me every morning. It’s easy, available, ready to plug in to and more valuable than can be imagined.

“…the four living creatures and the twenty-four elders fell down before the Lamb. Each one had a harp and they were holding golden bowls full of incense, which are the prayers of God’s people.” Revelation 5:8

“Another angel, who had a golden censer, came and stood at the altar. He was given much incense to offer, with the prayers of all God’s people, on the golden altar in front of the throne. The smoke of the incense, together with the prayers of God’s people, went up before God from the angel’s hand.” Revelation 8:3-4

Our Prayers are offered in heaven before the throne of God. They matter. God wants us to pray. And so I will because this is the best part of my day!

ForGlorySake! –Anna

Posted in Devotional, Spiritual Growth | Tagged , , , , , , | Comments Off on When I Pray

“Oh, be careful little eyes…”

I used to sing the song to my kids, “Oh, be careful little eyes what you see…” It reminded me every time I turned on the TV or radio that they were also looking and listening to what I was playing. It made me sensitive to my choices.

We found out early on that some of our children had nightmares from the simplest of cartoons. They’d end up in our room in the middle of the night. For their sake and my sleep, we didn’t even watch Scooby Do!

I remember neighborhood families mocking my older kids for not being allowed to do such-and-such. Sad. And yet, that’s what family does! We sacrifice for the sake of the others; sometimes we love until it hurts.

As parents, we learned by trial and error. What seemed harmless to one child, caused another to stumble. And love says: I will bend for you, even at the expense of what I want.

It did not hurt anyone to turn off a movie, or TV show, or simply not bring that book/magazine into the house… Too sensitive? Did we go too far?

“So let’s stop condemning each other. Decide instead to live in such a way that you will not cause another believer to stumble and fall.” – Paul (Romans 14:13)

“…For the Father up above is looking down in love, so be careful little eyes what you see”

ForGlorySake! –Anna

Philippians 4:8

Posted in Children, Devotional, Practical Life | Tagged , , , , | Comments Off on “Oh, be careful little eyes…”

Why so disturbed soul? Put your Hope in God.

“If you look at the world, you’ll be distressed. If you look within, you’ll be depressed. But if you look at Christ, you’ll be at rest.” – Corrie ten Boom

These are precious words I seem to forget when a day turns all higgledy-piggledy. ” Sooner or later I’m reminded, He’s with me… even in this.

Car trouble, unexpected bills, dying refrigerators. These don’t hold a candle to someone’s loss of hope… loss of direction… loss of faith… those are the biggest and hardest to wade through. No quick fix, no easy words.

I had such a day yesterday, and I felt shaken, heartsick. Running to my closet and falling on my knees, I told God everything He already knew. Asking Him to intervene. I was reminded in a very tangible way, only a short time later, that He heard me, He was all over it, and on the job.

Hope was not lost. I could rest because the battle wasn’t mine but His. Oh what a great -big -glorious God I serve! He cares about my cares and listens to all my concerns – reaching right in and, shedding light on my shaken heart.

Silly me- Don’t trust in what you see, trust the One who brought you a Savior. Who always has all the answers. Stand on the Solid Rock!

ForGlorySake! Anna

Posted in Devotional, Trust | Tagged , , , | Comments Off on Why so disturbed soul? Put your Hope in God.

White like snow?

We just had our deck surface rebuilt. A much needed repair, as it had become dangerous with popped-up nails and boards… sometimes you just wait too long. How wonderful it was to return from vacation and walk onto a new deck!

Suddenly I realized, however, the old railing looked anything but white. Finding paint, I set out to give it a fresh coat. ❤️ All the cracks and scars covered over like magic. You can’t even tell that I accidentally painted over a few dead bugs and spider web pieces.

Come, let’s consider your options,” says the LORD. “Though your sins have stained you like the color red, you can become white like snow; though they are as easy to see as the color scarlet, you can become white like wool.” Isaiah 1:18

When God cleanses us from our sin, it’s not a white-wash, it’s a total redo. In His loving eyes my dead bugs are taken away, as well as all cracks, scars, and old webs! I am made NEW through and through in His Image.

But what an amazing thought, He didn’t stop there. He is at the business of making my life abundant – to match what He’s already accomplished spiritually! I am being remodeled bit by bit: to think like Him, to love like Him, to serve others like Him.

“I have been crucified with Christ, and it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me. So the life I now live in the body, I live because of the faithfulness of the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me.” Galatians 2:20

My dying life in exchange for Eternal Life through Jesus. How is this possible? Who would ever have the patience to take on such an exhausting project as me? Who would have the vision to see the possibilities? Who would have the faithfulness to stick it out?

Only my God! He Can, He Will, He Does. Why?… you know,

ForGlorySake! – Anna

Posted in Devotional, Spiritual Growth | Tagged , , , , , | Comments Off on White like snow?