I long for connection with God. Its a real hunger. I reach for it – seek it every morning. Sometimes it comes quickly, easily. I can feel as if I hear His voice. Other times it’s like waiting for an Amazon package to get here!
Fasting however, takes me there. Right there. I feel near, close. It’s like spiritual magic! Possibly because I’m all-in, kinda pointy-focused. I can’t explain, but either way, it’s pretty incredible.
Usually it starts with feeling overwhelmed and anxious about something… someone. A constant mental distraction. I know at that moment – it’s time to halt and change up routine. Dedicating the next 24 hours or so to fasting and seeking God brings me peace.
It’s similar to the grasping of a float when you’re tired of swimming. There’s no lead up or lead in, it’s just immediate relief. I go to sleep praying and wake up in His presence. More than “moving God’s hand” I strongly believe it’s my eyes that begin to see what He’s already doing!
This habit of fasting, I’ve come to love is not some kind of manipulation for anything, it’s purposed awareness of something: God’s awesome moving in the Spirit! I’m left feeling a little wiser of His power and genuinely thankful He’s so close.
How has fasting affected you?
ForGlorySake! –Anna
