{"id":4151,"date":"2019-12-06T10:25:05","date_gmt":"2019-12-06T15:25:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/forglorysake.com\/?p=4151"},"modified":"2020-09-29T16:23:33","modified_gmt":"2020-09-29T20:23:33","slug":"__trashed","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/forglorysake.com\/index.php\/2019\/12\/06\/__trashed\/","title":{"rendered":"Lonely places, hard times"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"font-size: 16px; line-height: 1.5; margin: 1em 0px 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0); box-sizing: inherit; color: #444444; font-family: Georgia,;\">In 1985 I moved to San Francisco alone to dance full-time with their ballet company. Fresh out of high school, my dream was finally coming true. I had trained with them in summers prior, but this would be more permanent.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-size: 16px; line-height: 1.5; margin: 1em 0px 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0); box-sizing: inherit; color: #444444; font-family: Georgia,;\">3000 miles away from home, I lived in a studio apartment on Market &amp; 8th. Paying bills, riding subways, grocery shopping for myself &#8211; was all new. Each day was a learning experience in\u00a0<em>city life survival. <\/em>All\u00a0I really cared about was getting to class 4 blocks away! And of course my next part in San Francisco Ballet&#8217;s productions.<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-size: 16px; line-height: 1.5; margin: 1em 0px 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0); box-sizing: inherit; color: #444444; font-family: Georgia,;\">My daily walk downtown took me through the park behind City Hall. It were literally full of people <em>living<\/em> everywhere: on the grass, sidewalks and benches. I had never seen anything like it. Early morning and late at night I stepped around and\u00a0<em>over<\/em>\u00a0people to get to my building&#8217;s door.<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-size: 16px; line-height: 1.5; margin: 1em 0px 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0); box-sizing: inherit; color: #444444; font-family: Georgia,;\">I did not know what to do about this bazaar world around me. I was heartbroken at what I saw. My successes and failures began to pale in comparison. Compassion for humanity grew, but so did the reality that I could not change this&#8230; so I prayed. A lot.<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-size: 16px; line-height: 1.5; margin: 1em 0px 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0); box-sizing: inherit; color: #444444; font-family: Georgia,;\">Those 16 months in California were some of my most difficult. A deep dependency and friendship grew with Jesus. I told Him everything. He became my best friend &#8211; a friendship that&#8217;s stayed with me all these years. How thankful I am now for that rough time. His mercy, grace, protection, and listening ear convinced me,\u00a0<em>life was so much bigger.<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-size: 16px; line-height: 1.5; margin: 1em 0px 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0); box-sizing: inherit; color: #444444; font-family: Georgia,;\">He did not leave me self-absorbed, He sought me out and shook me up! God&#8217;s true love, seeks to better us&#8230; make us more like Jesus. Sometimes that only comes through lonely places, and hard times.<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-size: 16px; line-height: 1.5; margin: 1em 0px 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0); box-sizing: inherit; color: #444444; font-family: Georgia,;\">ForGlorySake! -Anna<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-size: 16px; line-height: 1.5; margin: 1em 0px 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0); box-sizing: inherit; color: #444444; font-family: Georgia,;\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-full wp-image-4161\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/forglorysake.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/anna_0005.jpg?resize=601%2C481&#038;ssl=1\" width=\"601\" height=\"481\" \/><\/p>\n\n\n<p>San Francisco 1985<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In 1985 I moved to San Francisco alone to dance full-time with their ballet company. Fresh out of high school, my dream was finally coming true. 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