{"id":3063,"date":"2017-08-01T14:48:54","date_gmt":"2017-08-01T18:48:54","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/etheriedge.wordpress.com\/2017\/08\/01\/trust-trust-trust\/"},"modified":"2020-12-23T17:24:29","modified_gmt":"2020-12-23T22:24:29","slug":"trust-trust-trust","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/forglorysake.com\/index.php\/2017\/08\/01\/trust-trust-trust\/","title":{"rendered":"Trust, Trust, Trust"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>50 years old and still the same lesson&#8230;<em> <b>&#8220;Will you trust Me?&#8221;<\/b><\/em> I wonder some days if it will ever come to me simply and easily? At least now, I recognize the struggle before it completely overwhelms.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>Daily there are things that come across my path, things I can&#8217;t fix, can&#8217;t resolve, can&#8217;t pray away. Still, I do pray &#8230;and seek His promises for guidance &#8230;and lay the concern down again and again&#8230; and again.<\/p>\n<p>Then of course, there&#8217;s waiting and hoping mixed with bouts of frustration that bring me back to the questions: <em>Ok, who&#8217;s in charge? <\/em><strong>(God).<\/strong><em>\u00a0Is He\u00a0listening?<\/em> <strong>(Yes, always)<\/strong>. So, w<em>ill I trust Him? <\/em><strong>(Of course&#8230;.)<\/strong> but, but, but&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Intellectually<\/strong> &#8211; I <i>know <\/i>He is sovereign<i>.\u00a0<\/i><strong>Willfully<\/strong> &#8211; I&#8217;ve already\u00a0<i>decided <\/i>to follow Him. Still <strong>emotionally<\/strong> &#8211; I <i>wrestle<\/i>\u00a0with the <i>peace in the waiting<\/i>.<\/p>\n<p>And revelation of revelations: I see that\u00a0<b>It&#8217;s <i>in<\/i> the wrestling, I grown stronger.<\/b>\u00a0Within that battle of what I see verses what I know to be true, my spiritual faith-muscles mature.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>Like a terrific workout God uses this for my completion. James 1: 1-4<\/p>\n<p><i>Thank You, LORD, for the wrestling. A good workout. Thank You for never losing hope that my failings can be matured. What a wondrous God You are!<\/i><\/p>\n<p><b>ForGlorySake! &#8211; <\/b><i>Anna<\/i><i><br \/><\/i><\/p>\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"640\" height=\"853\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/forglorysake.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/img_6173.jpg?resize=640%2C853&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-3062\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/forglorysake.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/img_6173.jpg?w=720&amp;ssl=1 720w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/forglorysake.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/img_6173.jpg?resize=225%2C300&amp;ssl=1 225w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 640px) 100vw, 640px\" \/><figcaption>Grow big. Grow strong<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>50 years old and still the same lesson&#8230; &#8220;Will you trust Me?&#8221; I wonder some days if it will ever come to me simply and easily? 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